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When the Past Knocks: Retrogrades, Reflection & the Road Ahead



Hi, friends—I’m so glad you’re here.


If you’re new around here, I’m Laura—an intuitive astrologer and psychic medium behind Northern Light Lotus. I show up Monday through Friday with cosmic insights and gentle reminders to help you feel more connected to yourself, your path, and the bigger picture—especially on those days when nothing seems to make sense.




Today’s Energy



The cosmos are humming with bold, emotional, and intuitive energy that might feel like a push and pull between go-time and slow down. It’s a day where the inner world holds just as much weight—if not more—than the outer. Let’s break it down:




Fire + Water: A Balancing Act



We’re working with two stelliums today:



🔙 One in Aries (Sun, Mercury Rx, Venus Rx, Chiron)


🔙 One in Pisces (Neptune, Saturn, North Node)



This combo lights up desire, healing, and soul purpose, but not without some emotional fog. Aries wants action. Pisces wants rest.


Aries says “speak your truth!”


Pisces says “but feel it first.”


The key is balance—honor your inner flame and your need to process quietly.


Tip: This isn’t a day to rush decisions. Let things unfold. Watch what triggers come up, and gently ask, “What’s underneath this?”




Mercury + Venus Retrograde: Heart & Mind in Review



With both Mercury and Venus retrograde in Aries, old stories may resurface—especially around:



Self-worth


Assertiveness


Speaking up for what you want



This is cosmic review energy. We’re rewriting outdated narratives, but it takes time. You may be feeling emotionally raw, especially as Venus and Chiron get closer together over the next few days. Be kind to yourself. You’re not behind—you’re in a healing cycle.




Aquarius Moon: Detached but Deep



The Moon in early Aquarius is forming harmonious sextiles with Venus, Mercury, and Neptune. While the vibe feels mentally spacious on the surface, there’s a deep emotional current flowing underneath. This Moon wants you to zoom out and see the pattern—not just the problem.


If you’ve been overwhelmed emotionally, this Moon offers perspective. Journaling, movement, or connecting with someone outside the situation can help shift things.




Pluto Square MC + Mars Square Chiron: Power + Pain Points



There’s a bit of tension here. You might feel like your effort isn’t being seen or your power is being tested—especially in your public or professional life. With Mars in Cancer squaring Chiron, any feeling of not being emotionally supported may sting more today.



But this is also a turning point. It’s inviting you to:


✅ Honor your emotional needs without guilt


✅ Stop fighting for validation from those who don’t see your full light


✅ Reclaim your power by softening instead of hardening





Saturn + Neptune + North Node in Pisces: Fate Meets Faith



This Pisces trio is a powerful reminder that not everything can—or should—be figured out logically. When these three meet, we’re asked to trust that what’s dissolving is clearing space for a deeper calling. You may not fully know where you’re going yet… and that’s okay.


Trust the timing. Trust your heart. And if something feels heavy right now, it’s likely because your soul is outgrowing old emotional armor.





The Universe’s Reminder Today:



Sometimes the fire within you doesn’t burn to push forward—it burns to illuminate what’s still healing.

You’re not lost. You’re in transition.

You’re not too much. You’re feeling deeply.

You’re not alone. You’re being guided.


Let today be a gentle step inward. Reconnect to what you want—but give yourself grace if it’s not all clear yet.




❤️ If you’re feeling all over the place today—like one minute you’re motivated and the next you’re daydreaming or doubting yourself—you’re not alone.


The sky is a swirl of fire and water, bold instincts and tender emotions. But the good news? There is clarity available… it just speaks in softer tones right now.




So let’s make it personal.



Here’s how the astrology may be moving through your world tonight—feel free to read your Sun, Moon, and Rising to get the full picture.


Let’s see how this cosmic mix might be stirring in your heart, one sign at a time.



Not sure how to read these?



Start with your Sun sign—this speaks to your core identity and what’s being illuminated on a soul level.


Then check your Moon sign for emotional themes, what might be stirring beneath the surface, and what you need to feel safe or comforted tonight.


Lastly, your Ascendant (Rising) sign reveals how the energy may be playing out in your outer world or influencing how you’re moving through your environment.


Each one offers a layer of insight, and together they tell a fuller story.




Aries


Tonight, your mind may be racing with ideas, clarity, or realizations—but your heart might still be catching up. With Mercury and Venus both retrograde in your sign, this is a time to slow down and revisit how you speak to yourself and others. There’s healing happening quietly in the background. Let the night soften any urgency.


Tip: Wind down with something grounding—stretch your body, journal what’s been circling in your mind, or turn your phone off a little earlier than usual. Your nervous system will thank you.




Taurus


There’s something stirring deep inside you tonight—a feeling that’s hard to name, but very real. You may be reflecting on what security truly means to you. With the Pisces stellium lighting up your deeper emotional landscape, this is a night to trust the feelings that rise. You don’t need to have it all figured out—your inner wisdom already knows.


Tip: Light a candle, pull a blanket around you, and give yourself permission to feel. A little stillness will go a long way. You don’t have to do anything except listen.




Gemini


Your thoughts may be replaying conversations or decisions from earlier today. The mental energy is strong, but it might be harder to settle down. If there’s uncertainty in the air, remember: you don’t need to react or respond right away. Give yourself some space. The answers will land more clearly by morning.


Tip: Try a calming playlist, voice note your thoughts to get them out of your head, or journal by moonlight. You don’t need to fix anything tonight—just exhale it.




Cancer


You’ve been holding so much—for yourself and for others—and tonight, the weight may finally be catching up with you. With Mars in your sign and a square to Chiron, it’s okay if you’re feeling emotional, raw, or even a little over it. Let yourself retreat without apology. You’re allowed to have a soft place to land, too.


Tip: Put one hand over your heart and take three slow breaths. Ask, “What do I need tonight?” Then let that be enough. A warm bath, tea, or tears—whatever feels real.




Leo


The Aquarius Moon is shining from across the sky, bringing your attention to the balance between you and others. Are you seeing yourself clearly—or through someone else’s lens? This is a beautiful night to come back to your center, away from expectations. You don’t have to perform or please—just be.


Tip: Write down three things you love about yourself—no matter how small. Let those be the last words you read tonight. Your reflection is yours to define.




Virgo


Tonight might feel like an invitation to rest—but only after you’ve checked off everything on your list. Here’s your reminder: rest is not a reward. With Neptune and Saturn influencing your opposite sign, you may feel like you’re balancing a lot emotionally. You don’t need to keep it all together right now. The quiet can hold you.


Tip: Do something slowly—on purpose. Whether it’s making tea, folding laundry, or brushing your hair, let it become a moment of presence instead of pressure.




Libra


Venus retrograde is asking you to look at love, balance, and beauty through a deeper lens. If someone from your past has been on your mind—or even reappeared—take a pause tonight. What is this really reflecting back to you? You’re evolving, and your heart deserves honesty.


Tip: Try mirror work or simply speak kindly to yourself aloud. If that feels too hard, take a warm bath and just let yourself be held by water. You’re allowed to have needs.




Scorpio


There’s a transformation happening beneath the surface, and it’s okay if it feels intense. Pluto is active tonight, and with the Moon involved, your emotions may be swirling in complex ways. You don’t need to explain yourself to anyone. You’re allowed to process in private. Trust the work you’re doing in the shadows—it’s powerful.


Tip: Cleanse your space. Dim the lights. Do a quick energy reset with sound, smoke, or breath. You don’t need to do anything dramatic—just make your space yours again.




Sagittarius


Part of you might be itching to do something, to make a move or plan the next big adventure. But tonight, you’re being called to presence. Jupiter is helping expand your mind, but the Moon and Pisces planets are asking for reflection first. Clarity doesn’t always arrive in action—it often shows up in rest.


Tip: If it’s safe, go outside and breathe in the night air. Look up at the stars. Ask Spirit a question silently, and wait. The answer may come in a dream or whisper.




Capricorn


You’ve been strong for so long, and tonight is your gentle nudge to take off the armor. Even if things feel uncertain or vulnerable, you’re still safe to rest. Mars trine Saturn supports you in slowing down with intention, not guilt. Let yourself feel proud of how far you’ve come, even if the journey’s still unfolding.


Tip: Let go of the idea that you have to “earn” rest. Play soft music, light a candle, or lay down early. Let your body lead the way home to peace.




Aquarius


The Moon in your sign is illuminating how much you’ve been holding back emotionally. You may feel pulled between wanting space and craving connection. Let yourself have both. You don’t need to explain what you’re feeling in order for it to be valid. Tonight is for reclaiming your inner world.


Tip: Turn your notifications off. Create a sacred bubble for yourself—read, draw, daydream, or just sit with your thoughts. Your presence is enough, exactly as it is.




Pisces


With Saturn, Neptune, and the North Node in your sign, the energy around you is rich and intense. You may be picking up on the collective more than usual—exhausted, dreamy, or emotionally full. Tonight is for releasing what isn’t yours to carry and reconnecting to your soul’s rhythm.


Tip: Imagine a glowing light surrounding you as you lay down. Say softly, “I release all energy that isn’t mine.” Let your body melt into sleep with peace returning to your spirit.




Bonus Reflection: Mercury & Venus Retrograde Vibes



With Mercury and Venus both retrograde in Aries, the past is knocking—digitally, emotionally, and even in your dreams (because yes, exes love to make cameo appearances when you’re just trying to rest).



You might notice:



An old flame sliding into your DMs (or your subconscious)


Unexpected feelings resurfacing out of nowhere


Second thoughts about something you thought you’d already processed


A craving to say what was left unsaid—even if only to yourself



Here’s the thing: just because someone or something returns doesn’t mean you’re meant to let it back in.


Sometimes the closure is their silence. Sometimes it’s yours.




Mercury Retrograde in Aries: Let’s Rewind



This retrograde is turning up the volume on:



Speaking your truth (even if it shakes a little)


Revisiting old conversations or miscommunications


Catching yourself before saying something you might regret



Oracle Message:



“Truth Be Told” – Wisdom of the Oracle


Mercury is peeling back the layers. You’re being asked to be honest—with yourself and others—but with love and clarity, not impulse.


Tip: Before texting someone from the past, pause. Ask, “Is this coming from clarity… or am I just nostalgic and overtired?” Big difference.




Venus Retrograde in Aries: Romantic Reruns + Self-Worth Checkpoints



Venus Rx is here to help you review:



Old romantic dynamics


Patterns of attraction that once felt thrilling… but didn’t nourish you


How you see yourself, especially in relationships




Oracle Message:



“Unfinished Symphony” – Wisdom of the Oracle



Something might feel incomplete—but you don’t need someone else to finish the story for you. You get to close the chapter in your own way.


Tip: Reflect on what you’ve outgrown. This retrograde is less about reconciliation and more about reclamation. Who are you becoming—and who no longer fits into that vision?




Looking Ahead: Solar Eclipse in Aries – March 29



We’re also building toward a powerful Partial Solar Eclipse in Aries on March 29—a cosmic turning point that brings clarity, courage, and clean slates.


This eclipse is about bold new beginnings, soul-aligned action, and releasing what no longer matches your growth.


You don’t need to have all the answers yet—but it’s a good time to start asking deeper questions.



Reflection Prompt:


What am I ready to release so I can rise more fully into who I’m becoming?





Message from Spirit



You don’t need to chase answers tonight.


Let the sky hold what’s too heavy.


Let your breath bring you back to center.


And if your dreams feel vivid or strange… you’re just being shown what’s ready to be released.




👋 If you’re just finding me for the first time—hi, hello, and welcome.


I’m Laura, the heart behind Northern Light Lotus. I’m here Monday through Friday with reflections, intuitive insight, and honest conversations about healing, purpose, and being beautifully human.



If you’d like to dive deeper, you can:


Book a session (astrology or intuitive guidance)


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• Or just keep showing up here—I’m always happy to have you.



I’ll be back tomorrow with more insights, reflections, and whatever else Spirit has to share.


Until then—sleep soft, trust your gut, and if an ex shows up in your dream tonight… just roll over and laugh. You’re already healing.


Sending you love,

Laura | Northern Light Lotus


 
 
 

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